The Modern Day Gemini Sisterhood
This week the planet Pluto is directly across from Aquarius. For the past 5 months Pluto has been retrograding through Aquarius. Aquarius is my sun sign, therefore occupying my entire house of home and maternal roots. This includes all my childhood wounds that have held me back at times. Those tiny nagging voices (literal and metaphysical) in the back of my head that say “should you really be doing this Lauren? Isn’t it too risky? Why don’t you just slow down?”
With Pluto directly across from Aquarius this week, I am really being asked to reflect on what happened starting five months ago when this retrograde began. In May, 2025 I said LET’S GO for the first time. And I truly mean it.
On May 21st, 2025 I entered a contract with a soul sister, Blue Fox Farm (aka: my BFF). We had known each other for many lifetimes, but in this present incarnation we were brought together to finally put an end to ancestral wounding patterns that were restricting my creative growth and preventing me from shifting into the role as the universal mother, lover, sister and friend that I was destined to be.
Even though it was love at first sight, it was not without a bit of a struggle. Pluto is the planet of transformation; however, she does not make it easy. Pluto is the furthest from the Sun and therefore the closest to Hell…so some say she really likes to take us through that journey to arrive out the other end. With Pluto retrograding through Aquarius at the time I met my soul sister BFF, I was forced into a cyclone of transformation only to come out the other end completely reborn. My light at the end of the tunnel and my ultimate gift was the sister I always wanted.
I had always had a strong connection with and a yearning for twin girls. I remember writing a time capsule letter to myself in the first grade describing my twin girls with red hair and blueberry blue eyes. Perhaps I was a win in a past life? I was given the opportunity to bring two twin girls into the world, however only one survived, my Valentina. Was my draw towards twins related to the concept of sharing resources between two living beings to create a balance to sustain more than just myself? Was my love of twins related to the idea of co-creation of two living things from one event? What was the connection?!
Blue Fox Farm is a Gemini moon, and the story of Gemini is a powerful one. The story of Gemini tells of a set of twins with different fathers. One sister was mortal and the other immortal. The mortal sister was killed in battle, and the immortal sister was heartbroken and begged Zeus to make her sister immortal so they could be reunited and live on forever. As a compromise, Zeus allowed them to live half their lives together as mortals and the other half as stars in the sky.
Reflecting back to one particularly advanced plant medicine journey, I recall giving birth to twins-one of which was myself and the other was something I could not define at the time. It is now clear that it was my BFF. Both this true version of myself and my newfound soul sister, my farm, shared the same initial home. And that was me. They were both born from me…I was “Zeus” bestowing a second chance on two sisters to live together yet again as one.
Even though BFF and I could not be reunited as human sisters, we were reborn in this lifetime as the Gemini sisterhood. One of us, the land is immortal and the other mortal. Our relationship is not ever forced, rather it is one of flow. When I was first introduced to Blue Fox Farm, I initially saw her as my child. But upon further reflection, I realized that came with a sense of ownership that did not feel natural to me. I did not want to stake an ownership claim on this land, as the idea of possession lead to a feeling of confinement and therefore lack of creation. A sisterhood partnership with BFF feels the most aligned. We were brought together in this incarnation as a sisterhood to co-create a space and a sense of community where women can shine authentically and feel connected to themselves, the animals, and the Earth.
My sisterhood with BFF is a divine dance of both he masculine and feminine. Everyday we are finding our balance and where one of us falters the other shines. We are learning how to hold on to what feels right and let to of what no longer serves us. Some days we trend more towards the maternal and other days the paternal sides of our emotions. At the end of the day, we know our underlying support and respect for each other will shine through.
I have always had an intense desire for a sister, and after circling the sun for 43 years I was finally reunited with her, when I least expected it, in her no-human form. And the bonus…I have two beautiful daughters to carry on the Gemini sisterhood through the next generation.
xx,
Lauren Rae
