Turning grief into grace through healing and renewal

Stories, Symbols, and Spirit-Led Healing From a Life Rebuilt on Sacred Ground.

THIS ISN’T A STORY OF BOUNCING BACk

It’s the story of being brought to my knees, covered in the soil of sorrow, and choosing to rise with beauty in hand.

So many grief stories end at survival, but mine began there. Mama Farmette was born from the quiet courage it takes to rise, day after day, when it feels like your world has crumbled. What you’ll find here isn’t filtered or polished, it’s real. It’s sacred and messy. But it’s always meaningful.

Welcome to Mama Farmette

A sanctuary born not from perfection, but from the ashes of profound loss.

I’m Lauren Rae, former veterinary neurosurgeon turned mother, widow, and mystic. After the devastating loss of my soulmate Marc, I found myself shattered, trying to heal wounds and raise three small children. I wasn’t just trying to rebuild a life. I need to rebuild myself.

At Mama Farmette you’ll find:

  • Unfiltered stories of transformation and grief that laid me bare, along with the unexpected places where healing took root.

  • What began as my work to heal animals became an invitation to be healed by them. They’ve become messengers of deep, ancient wisdom.

  • The quiet power of land and how restoring Blue Fox Farm, a bruised, abandoned horse farm, became the foundation of my own resurrection.

  • Plant medicine as a sacred teacher that illuminates truths buried deep in your bones.

It’s Not a Return to the Woman I Was.

It’s the becoming of someone new. Rooted, reverent, and real.

Your Next Chapter Starts Here

Some stories are written in journals. Mine was written in hoofprints, wildflowers, grief, and spirit whispers.

What began as private reflections in a broken barn has bloomed into a series of upcoming books. Part memoir, part guidebook, part love letter to anyone healing their way home.

Your Starting Point for Radical Self-Love, Resilience, and Wonder

For the ones mourning a spouse, child, beloved pet, or simply seeking a deeper connection to self and spirit, Mama Farmette offers inspiration and tools to lead you back to wholeness.